Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Warm fuzzy feeling..

Lately I've been feeling really crappy for some reason. Maybe it's due to stress caused by the finals plus some crazy hormonal imbalance. I'd blame that on the weather. Hehe..
It's been a total rollercoaster ride for me. I could be at the peak at the start of the day, reach a low dip around afternoon, and maybe just stuck there by night time.

There are days I feel completely stupid that i even banged myself on the door. Why? I tried to open a locked door while going in at the same time. End result = I banged myself on the door.
Then there are days I ramble on like an idiot, talking nonsense and incoherently.
Seriously, if a truck might run me over, i might end up laughing coz i'm too numb to feel the pain, maybe it'll just be a tickle to me.

For a fair-weathered person (i personally think so), crap like this do not happen often.

But thank god, I've been blessed with Guardian Angels. They came at the right time too, just before i thought I'd have a few pills and a couple swigs of hard liquor. OK, not that drastic.

Nonetheless, like i said,I'm blessed to be with such people around. Kind and comforting words have found their way to me. And I cannot thank them more. Obviously, their efforts have touched me and i really appreciate them. When you are hundreds of miles away from home, you realise that people around you meant a lot to you, especially during times like these.

To who-who, you know who you are, this post is a little bit late, i admit, but thanks all the same. I have that card pinned up so I'd look at it whenever i feel down and that really cheers me up. To others, thank you as well. *thumbs up*

Hehe..oh yeah..i'm going home soon!! Woohooo!!

Posted by Berenice at 11:09 AM

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